Seriously scared with 9:11. I’ve been seeing it almost everyday without even thinking about it.

Today was the official dealbreaker. For the past month, I’ve been seeing it in plates, paying for something, construction signs, the clock, etc etc etc just about so many things other than the clock itself. I try to forget about it but I just look and THERE IT IS. I always immediately forget about it though. I mean my life has been going pretty well other than a few struggles, but I’ve had a significant change in perspective this year in a lot of things.

Now onto the dealbreaker, this literally just happened 15 minutes ago. I’m alone in my house and all of a sudden the lights all flickered off and the house went dark for one second only for everything to turn on again. I was so confused, so I checked the kitchen time to see if anything restarted to 12:00. It didn’t. Instead it was fucking 9:11PM. And rustling noise of something came from my room shortly after it. I’m a little freaked out now, I seriously wonder if the universe is trying to talk to me or something. I’ve been mentally asking them for a sign on what I can do in certain what I believe is, helpless situations and I’m not sure if that’s what it is.